Maja, Shamanic Tantra in India, February 2020

This meeting in India and all this time was amazing to me.

By working with my body, I noticed many fears that block and prevent me from growing in my life. I decided to confront my fear of closeness, assuming the role of the victim and internal struggle. The awareness that I have these fears made me see my automatic behavior and choose what I want and why I want to let go, I don’t need it anymore. These changes are felt in my environment and relationship. Another very tangible change is my openness to abundance… as soon as I arrived home, work commissions began to flow to me, the number of which exceeded my expectations. Despite the fact that sometimes during the workshop it was very hard for me, my inner pride increased that I am who I am, that I have the strength to discover myself. I felt it in my body as energy coming from the bottom of my stomach towards my heart. Such pride in being myself, the way I am… I also found out that I have a very grateful heart and released the expression of gratitude. I was impressed by the words said once in our circle the “emotional miser” and I remember them when I want to suppress my true emotions or not to express what I really feel. I did not perceive returning home and “reality” as something difficult. In trust I allowed my body to change. The increase in this trust is also noticeable for me. Dynamic meditation was incredibly liberating for me and I also did it at home alone. I am grateful that I decided (as a hardened opponent of tantra) to participate in the workshop and I intend to continue the path of getting to know myself in Formation 😊 I am grateful to the participants and teachers and assistants that they were exactly as they were. You are doing a wonderful job, everyone without exception!

Best regards and see you soon!

Maja, Shamanic Tantra in India, February 2020