Ola, School of Tantra of the Heart, Formation of Psychodynamics of Relations and Body Communication, 2nd meeting, 2025

What is a woman? What is a man? These are the first questions that come to my mind after this incredible workshop. I have a feeling that the answer changes throughout the life, but after the second session, I noticed this difference in yet another way. The entire real and cosmic world on this planet is based on the distinction between masculinity and femininity! I experienced the most subtle transition from one energy to the other. I can see this difference. The power hidden in each of these qualities. I felt my body’s reaction to each of these energies. And behind each lies an incredible potential for creation. My femininity is a creator. And it is composed of a million different qualities!

I felt the importance of respecting masculine and feminine energy. They cannot be replaced, erased, or distorted. Each has its own incredible path and role to play. I am the change I want to see in the world. It’s worth taking it personally. Every distortion of reality I make has its consequences in the space around me. I move forward only in truth and authenticity. I take responsibility for every micro-movement. And I take responsibility for my projections! After the second meeting of our class, I know I have them.

I am a world of interconnected energies with other souls on this planet! You can see it in life! I’m experimenting with the statement: Everything concerns me. Everything depends on me. And everything around me happens for my consciousness. Everything. My labels are the labels of the entire world. I expand my perspective and move forward in life without escaping consciousness. I learn and seek knowledge because it’s ignorance not to do it.

I was born again. I touched the primal beginning. I touched pain, joy, spontaneity, truth, ancestors, and the instinct of a lynx. Another dose of truth about myself. I wrote down: “Live life to the fullest.” To reach fullness, the moon must pass through all its phases: retraction, completion, and new moon – darkness. When I combine them all, I will create fullness!

I’m here to experience to the fullest. And to enhance my creative approach to reality! As Don Juan de Marco once said!