Ola, ‘The Death and Resurrection’, Nowa Morawa 2025

One of the most beautiful workshops I have ever had the chance to experience. I immersed myself completely in the fairy tale of my life. I looked at it from above as if it were a story full of adventures and challenges of a fairy tale hero. Me, on the spiral of life with images, ancestors, events. Me, together with all beings who have ever lived. Like an old tree that holds the worlds of existence with its roots.

I said goodbye to my life in joy and with great curiosity about what would happen next. I was leaving with enormous gratitude for everything that happened to me on this planet. I spoke to the earth, the sky, the trees, the sun, my loved ones, my ancestors, memories, emotions, experiences, and plans. Letting go of some things was easier, of some other things was harder… it doesn’t matter anymore. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Death is a reality… I left. I was gone. Holding… my breath… my lover – death came…

And suddenly! Welcome to Planet Earth!
Is that it? To life! Where did I land? Who did I meet? Everything is new, interesting and alive. I have a chance to experience! I was given the gift of life, the gift of feeling, acting, the gift of being a woman. I take it as pure gold. I take it as a great, earthly, human Responsibility with a capital “R”. I am not here by accident. I have a task for the world. To give my all self, to give everything I have of myself. Because I have got plenty of everything! I am rich and I will give it to the world. I have a chance to awaken my individual quality in myself, for which I came here.

I discovered that my clamp is avarice! My victim is avarice! It does not want my joy. It feeds on my suffering and sucks me into a black hole!

I am nature. It communicates with me and I with it. I felt the connection of heaven and earth. I live in this connection. In the space of creation and action. In the space where we have the opportunity to create reality. I am a tree that gives fruit.
I have the strength and courage to live. I have enthusiasm! It will lead me in joy, and maybe even others too.

Everything that happens to me in life opens new gates for me. Keys to consciousness. Because life knocks on my consciousness. Sometimes it knocks harder so that I can hear. So that I can continue the journey. The journey to the end and the beginning of something new…